Thursday, April 23, 2009

A Past Life Reading and A Clearing

It was the mid 1600’s and I saw an exceptionally ugly man. He was dressed in the full regalia of a pilgrim. He had a very large, bulbous nose and I noticed the skin on his face was terribly pockmarked and had red splotches all over it. He was definitely not a pretty sight. I could see his reflection in a pond and I felt sorry for him and yet I found myself hating him for being so ugly. I would tell myself that looks are not important, they are only skin deep, but I knew no one would ever want him for a husband.

The parents, along with another couple, arranged for this man to marry a young woman whose husband, not long before, had died at sea. Since there were not many men in town and they didn't want their daughter to be alone, so this ugly man was chosen. I could tell he didn't know how to feel about the arranged marriage at first because he didn't want her to think that he was some kind of monster because of his looks. She was an attractive girl, who made the man even more insecure, but he convinced himself that if she could get past his looks, she might actually come to know him and love him, so a few weeks later they were married.

A couple of weeks after marrying this girl, the ugly man found out that she was pregnant. He then found out that she was already pregnant when they had married. The girl also confessed that the father was her dead husband. The ugly man was so angry, and felt betrayed and used because no one had told him she was pregnant before they had been married. Everyone assumed that he would be so grateful to be married that he would just accept her and her baby. That was not to be the case.

The mans anger got the best of him and he put his hands around her throat and choked her to death before he even realized what he was doing. He buried her and was so distraught over what he had done, he ended up taking his own life as well.


During this past life reading I discovered that ‘I’ was actually the ugly man. I have been able to relate to this ugly man as far back as I can remember. While I was in high school, I was overweight. I would go to dances, and none of the boys would dance with me. I would go home and look in the mirror and tell myself over and over again, how ugly I was and no one would ever want me.

I also discovered that my 'wife' in that past life is my 'brother' in this lifetime. Many of the people in this lifetime have been with us in previous lives.

Because of my ability to see this past life, I have been able to compare it to feelings and emotions I have experienced in this life and I now believe that my understanding of this past life has given me the tools and opportunity to heal the hurt and anger I have carried over from my past life into this one.

Thank you for sharing your time with ME. For more information on Past Life Clearings or if you are interested in a Past Life Clearing for yourself, please visit my website at http://www.fromme2youonline.com/.

From Me 2 You Online
Bonnie.

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